Wow finally 4 days O'week come to end all ready.......during tiz 4 days really enjoy with all my group member n my partner......i really can see their effort n team spirit but things happen other than wht we expected......all of us tot we will win the awards but we dint realize tht there is a lot of group are better than us......on the last day after performance, i feel very satisfied coz we done our best on stage n got a good comment from judges and its increase our confidence more in us......but whn announcing the result........our group never Win even one award.....i can see the disappointed in their face and as a leader i should encourage them....so, i ask them move to canteen n hav a short advice n tell them this is juz first stage of college....if we cant accept the fact hard to us to be in college life.....if we try our best then lose....actually its a step towards success and all of us bow down our head and Pray to God for his blessing in all of our studies and leading us in our college life....after that, all of them went back home.....
my partner and me go up to hall again to take some picture....but honestly even i advice them but i cant smile whn taking picture....all my friends ask me why i seems like force myself to smile....i feel very sorry....coz i should take it easy...but i myself also seems like not matured.....on the way back to home i send a thank you msg to all my freshie and dont be sad coz of the result...anyhow we won our relationship which is more important......but whn i reached home i receive some call from my freshie n a lot of msg.....all the msg make me very touched and tear of love keep dropping from my eyes....i cant control my feeling.......at tht time i realize and thank God.....if my group won the award....maybe juz happy for few hours over there then will nothing......but i feel actually my group WON the most great Award of LOVE from God that really no one in the world can give us......this is the award tht make me really feel touched make me realize actually I love all of them very much n they love me too....its strongly make me realize coz whn last year i be GF, my group won a lot of awards and i never feel touched by tht a little also juz feel happy only.....but tiz time totally a different feel....but i really thank god for wht was happen if not we really wont realize our love......every single of them are wonderful soul tht God blessed me in my life time.....God bless u all.......
